Sunday, September 29, 2013

Three major experiences in life

Experiences can do many things for a human being. It can change ones prospective, learn something new about ones self and much more.  Every day each of us experience something new that will shape our personality our way of thinking wether its work, some loved one passing away or traveling to a foreign country. These experiences are yours and yours only this is who you are and no one will take these experiences away from you.

 One of the most satisfying experience throughout my life time was moving on my own. My mom always believed in me and prayed so I could have a better life. On the other hand my dad always critiqued me and always set me up for failure. My dad told me I would never survive I would never save up enough money that I could never do anything on my own. But after moving out I proved him wrong, I saved up enough money to pay for my education and have my own apartment at a young age. I managed to live by myself and have no problem at all. This experience gave me the chance to prove my dad wrong and for me to realize one of my powers, how independent and self reliant I am.

Another one of my experiences that I had that taught me many things was working at an elderly home. This taught me how life is precious and fragile. I worked in the alzetimers unit, where the residents had mental issues due to diseases, addictions, and life events. I learned a lot from these residents how things in your past can haunt you till a very old age. It also showed me spiritually that every life has a meaning  and that you must do good things in your life time before the day you pass. I learned that life is to short to be angry that you must live and be happy because life is to short.


Moving to America even though only being a child at such a young age has changed my life forever. This expeince this event has opened many doors for me then having to live in Brazil. This gave me the chance to have a better education then the one that was offered to me in Brazil. It will increases my chances of being successful in life because I came from a really poor part of brazil where we don't have many chances. This also gave me the ability to learn another language which will be very useful in life.




age seventeen working sixteen
caffeine and nicotine was the scene
constantly feeling like a machine
sixteen turned into eightteen
eighteen turned into nineteen
boss was demanding more than normal routine
Had to give up my goals and my dreams to chase the green
His greed was getting the best of me
My pay checks were less then my breaths
my breaths that i could not take in the office
no rest is what i would collect
sometimes his ego would drop a few cents
just so i could save up for my rent
my life turned into a wreck
the whole situation got me depressed
thinking about hanging my self by the neck
but that whole idea was to complex
mabey i would just shoot myself with a rifle or a tech
thats what happends when your opressed
the end



Sunday, September 22, 2013

When I was a Limitless Child


A moment in my life that I experienced my power at work was when I was working in an elderly nursing home. Chaos was in the atmosphere when I was working at the elderly home. I was working at the dementia unit, this unit was the most difficult unit to work on due to the mental illness of the residents. The nurse just left the unit to go restock on some medicine it was just me and my co worker on the floor trying to comfort the residents that where agitated, due to the construction that was going on outside. It was during lunch time when a resident started to chock on his food. My co-worker didn't know what to due she panicked. Our nurse was not on the floor so I had to think fast and take charge the man was already turning purple due to the food that was blocking his air way. I told my co-woker to help me pick him up so i could preform the hillock maneuver. I manage to unblock his air ways and comfort him so he could breath normally again. This showed me a special power that i had. It showed me I can stay calm in chaotic times and take charge to calm down the situation.

To take control of a chaotic situation only works with me when I am not feeling emotionally threatened. This has happened to me in a situation with my father. He was yelling at me on the high way when there was high traffic to take a right on to the next exit. There where cars beeping at me to go and his yelling made me panic. So i just floored it and went straight because I felt belittled which made me feel like I could not accomplish the goal that I was assigned.


There are many ways to harness my power through daily activities, exercises, and practices. Exercise is a key element to harness my power. During chaotic times that I have to take charge and calm down the situation, my hart starts to pump blood through my body faster. This is similar to when I'm working out. When im working out my hart starts to pump blood faster I start to get out of breath due to the decay the work out has on my body. During my work outs if I learn how to master this effect and mentally calm down my body I can use this to my advantage to harness my powers. If I learn to take control of my body and breath during the effects that chaotic times have on my body, I will be able to think faster and stay calm. Staying calm during these events is the key goal because it will help you make the right descion. That is an exercises and activate I do to harness my power.

When I was a Limitless kid 
I came up with limitless things
I could be a righteous king 
I could visualize anything
The world was my playground
I could be a greyhound
I lived by sounds
I could find music all around
There was no limits
Everything was limitless
Everything was limitless
When i grow up everything had a limit
I couldn't come up with anything
I was a slave to a king
A king called my boss
The world was my box
I couldn't escape i was bound
My only music was peoples shouts
Everything had a limit
Everything had a limit


Sunday, September 15, 2013

Letter to my role model


Not once in my life have I remembered  looking  up to a man or women. My past experience with people in my life is that in one way they will always let you down. I am writing this letter to thank you. Thank you for everything you have done for me. Thank you is not even enough to repay you this is why I will repeat it everyday,and in this letter at least a million times.  You are my lord, my god, my savior and my everything thank you jesus christ of nazareth. Thank You for being there when I felt abandoned you never left my side, I could feel your presences by my side crying with me whenever i've been hurt by people .
My biological father told me I was a mistake that he wish he never had me, gave me only hardships,permanent physical scar’s, hit me, screamed at me, and destroyed my belongings ever since I was a kid. But you only listened to my problems, was compassionate  and gave me your love. Your love was sincere all you asked me to do was to obey. Everything you asked from me that was in the scriptures,your words in print to help me better my life. Everytime I disobeyed I would get myself into trouble. Like the time I was seventeen when I strayed away from your teachings I was being threatened to go to jail for two and a half years minimum. The only thing I could do was to run back to you, pray and put my life into your hands. After that I learned that you are the only judge in this world that decides who gets to go to jail or not. You gave me a verdict of not guilty, because I made a mistake and was blinded by my ignorance.  Ever since I stepped into that church when I was a young kid no older than five,  you adopted me and made me into one of your children and I thank you for becoming my mentor and my father.
Back when I lost my faith and had no meaning in life I was a lost cause. All I cared about was money so I could move out on my own. I started selling weed to save up enough money so I wouldn't  have to deal with an abusive father. Going to school was the last thing on my mind thinking I would never be able to afford it on my own. I was always getting into trouble and getting into fights with kids and my teachers. But you changed me into a better person and I thank you. You gave me prosperity and faith. Faith not only in you but in myself, that there were other ways out my situation, that didn't have to do with selling weed. After you cleared my mind from all this negativity and enlightened my mind I realized that the one thing that was always at my reach to help me escape was education.
After getting my act together I decided to get my C.N.A license. I got a job working at a nursing home where I took care of the elderly. Soon after I got offered a job as a home health aid taking care of a man with parkinsons disease. This was my highest paying job ever including the one that involved me doing illegal things. Even though this job affected my studies I managed to save up enough my for my own place. I was also given a local scholarship so that I could go to school at bunkerhill for free. Now I am a hard working independent person who turned his life around and  is getting a degree in nursing.
You made all my dreams come true and more, thank you Jesus christ
sincerely , Vitor Mouzinho    



Saturday, September 7, 2013

I Can See My Dreams

Vitor was a comedian from brazil, right before I was born my parents where having difficulty choosing my name. My sister was sitting comfortably watching T.V in the living room, while my parents argued with each other for my name. All the sudden my sister started laughing and told my parents you have name him vitor. My parents fell in love with the name and named me after a legendary comedian from Brazil which connects me from the land I'm from.

I have many different types interests. When I'm with my friend we usually do pick up games of soccer and wonder around town trying to pick up girls. My other interest is listening to hip-hop and writing rap songs.



My friend would say I am
crazy because I like to believe in the impossible ,
loyal because I will always defend my friends no matter the cost,
 trust-worthy because I will keep a secret and i have never stole anything in my life,
 and stupid Because I trust people way to easy and it gets my self into trouble
I Can See My Dreams

I will succeed
Can nots is not an option
A dream will become reality
Not only will it become reality but goals
Success is what I am after
Especially to have people say my name with pride
Emotions that I could not control I will have control
Maturity growing up and leaving the past behind
Youth things that separate the men and children
dropping  these things will bring me one step close to my goal
Repetition and not giving up
especially when the road ahead has many twist and turns
A dream of mine I will not give up
Maybe it will not be the easiest of goals
So I will put my faith in god and pray that one day I can see my dreams