weakness that holds me back

There are many fears that we face through out life. Some of these fears we overcome with difficulty some of these fears stick with us through out our lives and may never be won. The part of growing up is overcoming these fears that hold us back from our true potential. We face these fears every day if its at work, school or even in our own homes.

Throughout my nineteen years of living I have been faced with many obstacles that has scared me and made me feel helpless. To overcome these obstacles I had to go through various challenges, embarrassment and great difficulty. Things that Ive had diffuclty throughout the past couple of months has been my work load. Ive had to face the challenges of working, going to school and living without my parents. As I write these paragraphs I feel overwhelmed with the work load Ive had. Each day I wake up at six and have to walk forty minutes to the train station then take the train to go to school. Then I have to sit through class and then go to work. Then I have to take the train back do dishes,cook and clean. My biggest fear is getting sick, this makes me afraid because I will not be able to go to school and miss work. Missing work would be a struggle because then I wouldn't have enough money to pay for my bills.

These fears and challenges through out my day has been hard to overcome. These things are just apart of growing up. I have to overcome these challenges and fears so I can move on with my life and reach my goals. To overcome this I will have to plan out my time wisely and make a schedule that will fit everything into my day. To overcome my fear of not having enough money to pay my bills because of missing work when I'm sick, I would have to save up my money and be very cautious the way I spend it. Then I would put it into a savings account and only tap into it when I really need that money. This will help me conquer my fear and know that I have a back up  

FIGHTING MY FEARS

underneath the skin lies a king

breathing in the skies of the spring

conside with my mind and learn anything

thats the dream ever since the yearn of my up bring

knowledges of twenty colleges 

acknowledge my accomplishments

inconspicuous chronicles

that leave people chronically ill

ive  surpassed with comical lively thrill

so ill but dormant like a neutrophil

replay me like Michael popping pills

pop never paid the bills 

so that means community college for real

ill never let the blues let me loose

ill wear these scars like a tattoo and over come this bruise 

ill never fade away ill never fade away

i will always make it to the next day